I AM NOT RUNNING ANYMORE!!!!!!

i'm taking a fucking stand and taking possesion of my life. Dues are paid in full, bitches!!!!

seriously. i am a powerhouse and i am not going to hide from that anymore or ignore it or think its just going to go away. talents, dreams and passions don't just go away. they are what they are and it is a damn shame if they are wasted. i was put here for a reason. no apologies. i am in lalaland for a reason and i am loving it. who knew? i don't need xanax or prozac or any of those things...i just need to jump off the freaking fence! i have been threatening to do it for a llloooooonnnnggg time and time is now. now now now. i say that by the time i am a speed limit, this time in my life will be a distant memory. i am doing it. i am done waffling and making excuses. yyyyaaaaaayyyyyy!!!!! GET ME A TATTOO!!!!